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Sunday, November 13, 2011

Growing up

"you are the apple of my eye" is a great movie.It told us that men and women are totally different party.The only way to solve the problem is through communication. Communication is something that I lack of throughout so many years.If possible,I really hope that I able to catch up for my entire life.

Today went to Machines KLCC, I asked a so call stupid question-" What do you think"!!!!!!! I know that I go for smart cover, just ask you for color selection only. You just give me the first sense-blue. That fine to go for blue.Why I then still need to consider other pattern of cover. this makes you feel uncomfortable. sorry that give you this kind of feeling. I know I need times, please give me more times change it. There are still more thing that I need to change. Anyway I know time will make someone grown up. I hope that you give me more time to prove it.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Freedom

Freedom is your lifestyle. You dislike the feeling that people tide you.
But can we have a talk with it.A serious talk that i can have a balance of it.

A freedom in your mindset (mindset freedom) is a simple plan that can lead you to a better future and if possible you hope that someone can guide you to plan your future. If the future plan that we planned is difficult or unrealizable,then you will have the feeling that there are something tiding you.
So, you hope that the plan is as simple as possible. If possible, no one is disturbing you when he or she doing some decision making.

My point of view: I will do my own decision making. In the same time, please do let me know your simple planning, it is good enough.

For feeling freedom, you hope that you able to do your own things without noticed to others. As example, daily schedule. You dont know where the place that you will visit later or maybe the plan changed due to some incident.

My point of view: do what ever you can during the daytime. A simple call when lying on the bed will remain our relationship ( A simple call: this is what i really hope so ). A simple sms during working hour is good enough. But in case really got anything happen during working hour, call is allowed.

Freedom also known as growing: For example, you hope you can get back to you home by yourself. You hope to grow up. For me, i will act it as a freedom. You have your rights to grow up and at the same time you got the freedom.

My point of view: We meet up on Friday, so I think that i will call you or sms you around 4pm every Friday or maybe one day before-Thursday night. Once more: this is not a plan, this is just an idea. You can call me up to fetch you home anytime when you hope to meet up. Just make it as normal as possible. Remember, i will become your boy friend, best friend, truster.

You love people tell you the truth. No lying. So, i think this is not a big deal as 99% i will tell you what you want to know. But sorry to say that please give me that 1% of freedom.

矛盾...

人生有太多很矛盾的時候..

Saturday, November 5, 2011

錢對我的意義

每個人來到這世上都有追求的東西.
而我, 小小時就已經被管輸錢的重要性.

長大後,就想賺多點錢.因為只有錢才能給我安全感.

但是我賺錢就是有一個limit,不可偷,不可抢,不可骗。但是,骗这字很多定义。
骗在我的字典里,就是欺骗老少的钱。

Good listener

Chrome Ngai, you should force yourself to become a good listener.

Friday, November 4, 2011

confusing

I really hope that you wont taking account on what is the relationship between you and me. I will surely tell you that i will find you out one day for the discussion. Sha gua..

内心世界

好想好想你,不知你过的好吗?但我知道爱情需要经得起时间的考验。所以我等,希望日子会好过些。

现在的我应该要很坚强,比任何人还要来的坚强。母亲需要我们家人的鼓励。而我,希望你会在我身边。不许一句话,只要静静的,静静的陪伴着我就好了。不知这要求会否太过分。

Thursday, November 3, 2011

惡訊息的開始

我很無奈,真的無奈.沖好凉,母親問我明早得空嗎?

作為孩子的,肯定會問她有甚麼事情嗎?

一句簡單且傷了孩子的心.明天去醫院排期.今天看了醫生,醫生說她的腎臟壞了.

為何一切來的這麼突然,我..

事業,愛情,親情,工作.只能好好的分配时间。

無奈的一天

很是希望有事事都順著我的意思去幹.可是往往就是不能.

跆拳道班地點又一次出現問題,原因很簡單,負責人第一次的爽約了.但我不放棄,明天我再找上你.

問題總是一直出現:
第一次--地點適中,教練也很支持,可是就是空間問題,而開不成.
第二次--地點和空間都很符合,晚上接了一通教練來電.夢碎了.
第三次--還是不放棄,這次信心可大增了.一來,教練放話說可以繼續我的道場.二來,有你給的意見和信心.但就是負責人散漫的態度.天,為何呢?難道我做的不夠好,讓你不滿意?

我還是不放棄.我已經將我原本的行程延後了,希望明天能好好的跟你談.

Monday, June 22, 2009

抉择的人生

人生已经踏入了24年头。从18 岁至今,我觉得我这6年来没有白走过。当初一踏入社会,希望自己可以创一番,所以生意人,打工族样样都已经做够了。碰钉的次数数也数不清,到头来,得到的就是一身疲惫的心境。所以当你问我现在需要的是什么,我会很坚决的告诉你是平静的生活。

现在的我想的是自己的事业和学业,但也希望在这其中,爱情会出现。但又有谁可以愿意可以和一位与时间比赛的人在一起呢?虽然那个她出现了,但我又能给她多少的肯定呢?虽然有人说,这是最好的时机去追求她,我曾经何时不是这么认为呢?

但,我的原则是,我不想她跟着我挨苦。我曾经挨过了,我知道那种感觉,所以若我真的爱她,我会保护她,不希望她这么辛苦。

我觉得,爱情是你的就是你的,强求也没用。所以当她告诉我她要出国继续升学,我鼓励她,希望她去。但谁知道,我说是一套,心想的却是另一套。我很想她留下,但我又有什么资格留下她呢?我还不能给她一个肯定。

有位老师告诉我,环境能改变一个人的想法,若她在那里找到自己的幸福,我只有永远的祝福她,因为当初是我希望她出国读书的。但现在她还是在这里,所以以后的再去想吧!

现在最重要的是,做好自己应该做的,毕竟她相信她眼前看到的事物。

就让时间证明一切吧,未来谁都不知道。收拾心情,从新开始。