无题

也不知怎么的，我心里好想你。只是我不能靠你太近，因为我不敢再伤害我心爱的你。承诺你的，我都会好好的遵守。容我说一句，我爱你的全部。

无题

一年又一年了，人生有太多的未知数。生活里，两人简简单单的生活应该会比较好，至少会有更多的时间两人聊聊。

成熟与稳重

成熟与稳重大致上会被联想为同一个意思。

成熟在每一个人的定义不同。
有的人觉得莫人A地位上的成就，大致上就会联想到莫人A很成熟。
有的人觉得莫人B金钱上的成就，大致上就会联想到莫人B很成熟。
有的人觉得莫人C思想上的成就，大致上就会联想到莫人C很成熟。

这三者都可说是成熟。但前提是每人成熟前，都必经一些挫折与努力。

不知你们同意与否？

也让我知道你心里所谓的成熟是哪种？

无题3

很向往两个人生活在一起的生活，至少回来后，有人跟你谈谈天，聊聊心。我知道需要多点时间让我更成熟，首要的就是让我的沟通能力加强。

No title 3

I hate myself.
I blame myself.
Why I get into your house like back to my house.
But thing happen,we cant change anything.The only way is i should look forward.
Still got things wait us to accomplish.

无题2

每个人生于这个国度都是天才，我终于知道我扮演的角色了。希望可以好好的表现。也不想承诺太多，只能好好的做出来。

無題

我不想回到現實,原因很簡單.

1.社會有太多假惺惺的人了. 公司有公司的人事問題.我控制不了.
2.跆拳道里有很假的人,我為了要保護我教練,所以選擇了開班.
一來,為了錢.
二來,為了增加學生.
三來,有自己的事業.
四來,就是為了不讓那假面具人傷害我教練.
五來,我有兩個好幫手-寶華,聰明.
六來,若有一天公司的問題太多,我被他們提出局,我還有我的收入.
但換來的,就是要對抗這個假面具人.
利多過幣,所以我決定開班.壓力肯定會上升.希望你能了解.
3.很多時候,你問我為何這麼煩,
一來,我很厭倦了,不想多提,只想好好的讓頭腦休息.
二來,我不想告訴你我的壓力,因為我知道你承受不來著這種種的社會壓力.所以選擇不說.
但換來的,就是到現在,問題還沒得到解決.也好,至少讓我多一些時間解決我事業上的難題.但國明請記的,很好的溝通,就可以讓事情事半功倍,我必須要學習.

信心

八年了,很久之前的感覺回來了.

當初我的信心來自做學長的時候.每天早上燙衣. 一個這樣的動作,既然回憶起以前的感覺.太奇妙了.

我現在才知道原來我的信心來自面子.面子來自整齊並且燙好的衣服和褲子.

還記得我說過長大後,一定要穿着長袖衣上班.回想起,原來我是哪麼的傻.八年了,現在才真實的腳踏實地,為了自己的前途而邁進.

找到自己了

很多時候, 我們都在找尋自己.可以告诉你们的是我的EQ智商还蛮低的。

思維,創意的原先.而很多時候,我就是無法控制我的思維，将他好好的发挥.但,今天我終於有所領悟.

認識我的人,都知道每當問我一些問題時.我會突然提出一些你們意想不到的答案.相對的,有時我完全給不到意見,甚至心不在焉.

我会严重的被一些简单的问题由所困扰。当我被这些事情缠绕时，头脑是一片空白，甚至会说错话，没法好好的判断一件事，严重起来会做错决定。

相对的，当我清醒时，我很清楚知道自己要的是什么。甚至可以好好的为我和他的将来做预算。

总体来说，要怎样才能使我清醒。三件事情。但那三件事，我就不会在这透露。人生险恶，我每天都要带上不同的面具。相信我，我只想告诉唯一的他。我只想完全赤裸的给他看到我真真的一面。因为我要让他知道，他与别人是不同的，它只能拥有完全的我。

Growing up

"you are the apple of my eye" is a great movie.It told us that men and women are totally different party.The only way to solve the problem is through communication. Communication is something that I lack of throughout so many years.If possible,I really hope that I able to catch up for my entire life.

Today went to Machines KLCC, I asked a so call stupid question-" What do you think"!!!!!!! I know that I go for smart cover, just ask you for color selection only. You just give me the first sense-blue. That fine to go for blue.Why I then still need to consider other pattern of cover. this makes you feel uncomfortable. sorry that give you this kind of feeling. I know I need times, please give me more times change it. There are still more thing that I need to change. Anyway I know time will make someone grown up. I hope that you give me more time to prove it.

Freedom

Freedom is your lifestyle. You dislike the feeling that people tide you.
But can we have a talk with it.A serious talk that i can have a balance of it.

A freedom in your mindset (mindset freedom) is a simple plan that can lead you to a better future and if possible you hope that someone can guide you to plan your future. If the future plan that we planned is difficult or unrealizable,then you will have the feeling that there are something tiding you.
So, you hope that the plan is as simple as possible. If possible, no one is disturbing you when he or she doing some decision making.

My point of view: I will do my own decision making. In the same time, please do let me know your simple planning, it is good enough.

For feeling freedom, you hope that you able to do your own things without noticed to others. As example, daily schedule. You dont know where the place that you will visit later or maybe the plan changed due to some incident.

My point of view: do what ever you can during the daytime. A simple call when lying on the bed will remain our relationship ( A simple call: this is what i really hope so ). A simple sms during working hour is good enough. But in case really got anything happen during working hour, call is allowed.

Freedom also known as growing: For example, you hope you can get back to you home by yourself. You hope to grow up. For me, i will act it as a freedom. You have your rights to grow up and at the same time you got the freedom.

My point of view: We meet up on Friday, so I think that i will call you or sms you around 4pm every Friday or maybe one day before-Thursday night. Once more: this is not a plan, this is just an idea. You can call me up to fetch you home anytime when you hope to meet up. Just make it as normal as possible. Remember, i will become your boy friend, best friend, truster.

You love people tell you the truth. No lying. So, i think this is not a big deal as 99% i will tell you what you want to know. But sorry to say that please give me that 1% of freedom.

矛盾...

人生有太多很矛盾的時候..

錢對我的意義

每個人來到這世上都有追求的東西.
而我, 小小時就已經被管輸錢的重要性.

長大後,就想賺多點錢.因為只有錢才能給我安全感.

但是我賺錢就是有一個limit，不可偷，不可抢，不可骗。但是，骗这字很多定义。
骗在我的字典里，就是欺骗老少的钱。

Good listener

Chrome Ngai, you should force yourself to become a good listener.

confusing

I really hope that you wont taking account on what is the relationship between you and me. I will surely tell you that i will find you out one day for the discussion. Sha gua..

内心世界

好想好想你，不知你过的好吗？但我知道爱情需要经得起时间的考验。所以我等，希望日子会好过些。

现在的我应该要很坚强，比任何人还要来的坚强。母亲需要我们家人的鼓励。而我，希望你会在我身边。不许一句话，只要静静的，静静的陪伴着我就好了。不知这要求会否太过分。

惡訊息的開始

我很無奈,真的無奈.沖好凉,母親問我明早得空嗎?

作為孩子的,肯定會問她有甚麼事情嗎?

一句簡單且傷了孩子的心.明天去醫院排期.今天看了醫生,醫生說她的腎臟壞了.

為何一切來的這麼突然,我..

事業,愛情,親情,工作.只能好好的分配时间。

無奈的一天

很是希望有事事都順著我的意思去幹.可是往往就是不能.

跆拳道班地點又一次出現問題,原因很簡單,負責人第一次的爽約了.但我不放棄,明天我再找上你.

問題總是一直出現:
第一次--地點適中,教練也很支持,可是就是空間問題,而開不成.
第二次--地點和空間都很符合,晚上接了一通教練來電.夢碎了.
第三次--還是不放棄,這次信心可大增了.一來,教練放話說可以繼續我的道場.二來,有你給的意見和信心.但就是負責人散漫的態度.天,為何呢?難道我做的不夠好,讓你不滿意?

我還是不放棄.我已經將我原本的行程延後了,希望明天能好好的跟你談.